Have I?

                                        Photo By: Suzanne Phillips




Have I, in this day,

 become all that I was meant to be?
Or have I, in the days gone by, 

lost myself to something unrelenting?
Will I, in the days to come,

 remember who I truly was?
Can I, some time from now,

 look back and say I tried?
Who  knows, who cares, 

who every really asked?

Am I, Can I, Will I,

never know, never cared.
Pieces of my past flash up into my head,
Figments of color, weather and sound.
Faces and emotions, things I long to forget,
are held close, so close,

 my past is my future net.